Sat
Dec
5
december 4th
my nana would be 88 today. which is two infinity symbols sideways. I miss her. My kitty died today. he was 3. he had sort of a stroke. i cant watch an animal, or anything, suffer it tears me up. even for a second. i have to wake up at 6:30 for the sats but i just do not want to sleep. i have no voice. I called my dad yesterday for the first time in like 6 months and i tried to make it sound like i wasnt crying. i think i was successful.
i hope everyone else is doing well.
Thu
Dec
3
Three 10 minute miles. just what i needed.
now breakfast for dinner (: (:
i hate seeing girls with their dads
on tv, on the street, in a restaurant, at the library, in the mall, at the grocery store, anywhere. it just brings me to tears. i miss my dad so much.
:( I haven’t seen my Dad in probably 8 months and i have no idea where he is..I don’t know what your situation is but it also brings me to tears I just want him to like walk through my door right now I miss him SO much. People take their dads for granted I think =/ And I think I did too before when he was in my life everyday.
Wed
Dec
2
My mom asked what I want to major in and I said “nothing” and that I’m moving to France because I hate college and she replied “Well, you do look great in a beret.”
(I don’t actually look great in a beret.)
your mom is so funny. your whole family is just so funny to me ahahah. i miss ‘em. we can wear berets and look ridiculous together.
hahaha why is this website so funny to me?
last christmas i got melissa lolcats books and i was literally in tears reading them….cats are so funny its insane
Tue
Dec
1
wow i’m doing so much on tumblr today. I’m lucky if i go on here once a week haha.
but anyway i just wanted to say i love cherry lip smacker. yes i know im 12.
I’m gonna go paint my nails ‘party pomegranate’ and have grape jello. and listen to fun. and get ready to watch biggest loser. no elimination night so i dont really know what’s going on. coooooooooool
I wrote letters for some of you people tonight.
coughcoughMonicaandMariayacough
:)
I’ll probably write some more. This is me avoiding my computer.
that was nice of you. i still have some from october i have to send…